The stress of unemployment has worn on Leavitt, who had earned $53,000 a year and has suffered from diabetes for 13 years.
After losing her job, her blood sugar shot to a dangerous level, putting her at risk of going into a diabetic coma, and she was hospitalized.
The stress will push your blood sugar out of whack, she said. They had to put me on insulin to get me down.
Her extended health benefits expired after six months, and she has gone without insurance for more than a year.
As a result, she couldnt afford her medications for diabetes, high blood pressure and cholesterol, and stopped taking them. Her feet hurt from the poor circulation in her legs. Her hands became so numb she couldnt hold a pencil, she said.
Leavitt, who had been solidly employed for four decades, sought help from the Stanislaus County health program for poor adults, but her unemployment benefits of $1,836 a month were slightly above the eligibility limit.
Even if she were under the cap, the program would require her to pay about $500 a month for any health care received.
About five months ago, Leavitt discovered the Aspen Family Medical Group in Modesto, a private clinic that caters to Medi-Cal recipients and a growing number of uninsured people.
There, Leavitt pays $45 for each visit with a nurse practitioner. She is charged a discounted $85 rate for lab tests to monitor her diabetes and cholesterol. The tests can cost more than $300.
After not taking her pills for a year, her first lab results were alarming.
The blood sugar was still in the high range, she said. My blood pressure was exceedingly high. My triglycerides and cholesterol were off the charts.
To treat her health conditions, Leavitt is buying pills at $4 to $8 a bottle from the Wal-Mart pharmacy. She isnt taking a recommended drug to treat her osteoporosis because it costs $135 a month.
Matt Freitas, a nurse practitioner and co-owner of the Aspen clinic, is trying to find a lower-cost alternative for the drug.
Freitas said the clinic sees many patients such as Leavitt who lost health insurance during the recession. Some have advanced illnesses that are hard to treat; others have walked around with trauma injuries because they cant pay $1,500 for an MRI, he said.
Aspen tries to eke out a profit by hiring office staff through the countys welfare-to-work program. The clinic gets discounted rates on lab tests from a company that wants to establish itself in the region, Freitas said.
Visiting the low-cost clinic was humbling for Leavitt, who always has gone to more posh medical offices. But she seems to take it in stride.
I have worked with a recovery program at my church, so that demographic group was not a shock, she said. The clinic got me in right away and Matt makes me feel like there is someone out there who still cares.
Leavitt, who has a $400 monthly car payment and other bills, is struggling to buy medicine and pay for the lab tests to monitor her diabetes. She hopes to avoid a medical setback that would put her in the hospital.
I dont know what I would do. I would probably die before I could get the hospital bill paid off, she said.
]Her job had been moved
In 2008, Leavitt had worked 3½ years as a supervisor for Modesto-based Advanced Payroll Systems, a company that handled payroll duties for small businesses, when another company bought the business and moved her job to Walnut Creek.
The longtime Modesto-area resident commuted and then briefly lived in the Bay Area, and when the company downsized, she returned to the valley and her friend took her in.
Leavitt helps care for her friends three children, age 7 to 11, and volunteers at the 11-year-olds math class at school. Her friends children call her the general for making them get their homework and chores done on time.
When she is not applying for jobs, she creates art and helps with the Bureau of Land Managements wild horse adoption program. She has slowed down since the days she wore black leather to ride with the Soldiers for Jesus motorcycle group.
Still, the downtime of unemployment makes her stir-crazy.
Im used to running an office and having a to-do list that would choke most people, she said. It is difficult to all of sudden slow down.
Leavitt continues her job hunt despite the competition for available positions. When she tested for a legal assistant job with the district attorneys office last year, she was waiting on the Modesto courthouse steps at 2:30 a.m. with résumé in hand. Seventy people were there by 3:30 a.m. and 400 took the test.
She scored 17th out of 400 applicants, but only four people were given the jobs, she said. She has applied to every employer from McDonalds to Wal-Mart, and has shopped her tax-preparing skills to accounting firms.
Some employers say her 30 years of professional experience makes her overqualified, she said, but Im told that is their way of saying Im too old.
Leavitts current dilemma is: She needs to stay healthy to get back into the work force, but needs a good job to pay for health care.
I have to greet every day with a bit of a smile, she said. If I didnt, I would have to sit down and cry.
Bee staff writer Ken Carlson can be reached at 578-2321.
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